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on the other day i was stating sth about my personality and values to my friend, about how i am quite casual with rules. Then I suddenly realised, I am once again not sure what sort of person I am, because its been a while from the last time I had evaluated myself and many things has changes. So i think its time to update myself with personal reflection.

work attitude: this definitely changed dramatically. i still allow myself to procrastinate once in a while so that i get sufficient break from work and study. with art, if i did not felt like working, i will not work. and when i do, i will use the chance to achieve a fair amount of work. with education, i've decided to shift my focus on classroom discussion rather than just stressing on the assignment. coz, it not those essays that's going to make me a teacher. and i have to become more comfortable with public speaking. with tutoring, i am actually a bit slack so far since i have shift the focus more on study now. but i think i need to change some attitude and find some time to organise all the documents.

relationship:
i think i have learnt to maintain a positive environment or role in the family (now i have less desire to move out of the house :P). Thanks to God, peace in the family is maintained. i am more aware of the emotional responsibility towards each member.
in terms of friendship or socialisation, i am meeting more new people since I have got involved in many other clubs and societies. but i also realised my awkward socialising skills and my depersonalised attitude towards people. i find developing new relationship is tiring and the way i greet them is almost like an act. i think i am too conscious of others' impression on me. and sometimes i think i am being too narcissistic, talking only about myself. or maybe the problem was just simply i dont meet enough new people : /.
about old friends, I MISS THEM OF COURSE, but too bad, its 3rd year, we are all busy. but i think i will dedicate and commit some time to catch up. i wont let go until i see their kids!
boyfriend? not stressing about it, at the moment enjoying the feeling of longing for a boyfriend. dont think will make my first move but at least would try and talk to ones i am interested and make social connection, coz i think thats natural to do. but overall, nobody knows whats gonna happen, so we'll see.

fashion: being quite playful with it. matching things just using what I have is fun. I think i wont want anymore clothes, for some reason we just dont lack supply of clothes. and i find some interesting/random things in the house to wear. about hats... its amazing that now i own more than 10 hats. now that i have short hair, i often wear hats and changing them everyday depending on my mood :).

sports: its quite bad that now i am not doing any form of sports apart from the volleyball practice prganised by church to prepare for competition... and SNOWBOARDING!!! aaahhh cant wait.

aaahhh, i need to go and take a bath,

to be continued.....
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HELEN
年齢:
28
性別:
女性
誕生日:
1990/06/25
職業:
学生
趣味:
絵描き&裁縫
自己紹介:
血液型:AB型。