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 As you can see, right now my mind is blank and i have no motivation. too bad. I kinda used up all my energy for esl. now i am bored of writing essays.
Man, how can people write so well, i am jealous. I feel like no matter how hard i try, i will still only get B....
keh, well yes, it would not be a lie if you told me that was because i did not put in effort during this year, and i will not talk back. 
and once again i realise the power of group. this year the time i spent with ivy and jenny was halved since our group has divided into 2. so the effort i put in my work is kinda also halved. the time i put most of my effort is when i was in yr 9 i guess. when I was hanging around with all those people who believed that study was the most important part of student's life.
from yr 11 i kind of started to think about the importance of my social life, but now i think about it, I should have worried about those things after the exam...since they come naturally anyways...
well, no more regretting since they have passed already.

sigh, that just reminded me, i have a folio to worry about as well. man, to me, getting in to a art or design course is much more harder than getting into some other courses...because the other courses only need a reasonable enter, they don need annoying stuff like folio....

the other thing that i am scared of is that I think i am losing the passion for art, drawing etc. i use to draw so much, but now i barely draw anything... adding on to that, i am not a passionate kind of  person to begin with.

complacent = me

that is the formula.

but i do still enjoy making things. i want to make things rather then just study...

anyways, i am bored of this now
gooo~ 
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Daijoubu daijoubu
I've been really unproductive with art as well! Haha... ever since I started becoming more socially active, I've been drawing less and less... (I used to draw so much when I was Otaku) we'll have lots of time to do so during our 3 month holiday though!

I actually find... that I find inspiration when I'm stressed. When I'm stressed, I feel like drawing... which is bad because I'm supposed to be attending to whatever it is that is actually stressing me out...... taihen nano. Do you think you're the same?

Am I a bad influence to you......? Gomen.................
Feng 2008/10/30(Thu)15:20:47 編集
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me too, benkyousurukoto ha tsumaranai~~~
Peter 2008/11/02(Sun)00:55:35 編集
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