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 I WANT A JOB!!!
I WANT TO WORK!!!
HAVE TO WORK HARDER!!!
as you can see in the picture, I am broke.
and fired up 
and mad
and desperate 
and day dreaming
and weird

and think the last one fits the most LOL

ok

lets list down what I want so that i will not laze around and gets stuck in front of pc;
1. I WANT TO GET INTO A COURSE
2. I WANT A JOB
3. I WANT TO LEARN TO DIVE
4. I WANT TO CLEAN THE WHOLE HOUSE BEFORE THE NEW YEAR
5. I WANT TO GET CHRISTMAS PRESENTS FOR MY FAMILIES AND RELATIVES
6. I WANT MONEY
7. I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH PICNIC WITH EVERYONE
8. I WANT TO HAVE CHRISTMAS PARTY WITH EVERYONE
9. I WANT TO MAKE CLOTHES
10. I WANT ........ to eat christmas cake

as you can see I cannot think of anything anymore.
man, so greedy ^^ but cant help it
sigh, i want to remain as child.

be with me spirit



Topic change~

ABOUT FRIENDS
recently I was questioned by one of my friend, which i thought was a very hard question to answer;
WHAT IS FRIEND?

first I thought they are people who you be with, people we accompany each other.
people who you share something common with them.
sometimes they become a great helper just like doraemon (ドラえもん)
some times siblings

but most importantly....i think friends are people who you would not expect anything in return when you have helped them, and they will also not ask anything from in return  you when they have helped you. when you are at the stage where you can talk about deep things, like your problems or pointing out their problems, that would be a really close friend.
 
well this is what I think at least (so don criticizes me if I was wrong~)

if my friend betray me, i would be hurt but i would try not to blame them, since after all, they are just human beings. you cannot have a perfect friend. (but of course i would be mad with my friends if they had done something wrong. because, what is wrong is wrong, this would not change. I will constantly make an effort to forgive them, but i think i will  end up saying something about them at the end when i really feel i cannot stand it LOL)

if they started to hate me, i would mind because it is a disadvantage to both of us and the one who is doing the hating will be disadvantaged even more. besides i would be lonely, so i will try to make up with that friend.

man, i think i am starting to sound like i have nothing wrong LOL.
well, of course i have done wrong things before, like doubting, not doing what they have asked, being late, causing trouble, being careless, being jealous, being too sensitive to what they have said and get annoyed etc. (=w=;; man what a person)....I AM SORRY ><;;;;!!!....i would seriously feel guilty after i realise i have mistreated my friends when they are being so friendly to me....ほんとうにごめんなさい><;;;....yes, i will do my best to improve. so please be patient with me, especially at times when i didn't even realise i have mistreated you =w=;;.

now...lets see....
ummmmm

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無題
yayeeee, go helen, trust god more=]. Have more faith!!! =D..u'll get a job..sighh me jobless too T_T..where's my chrissy pressy hehe..JKJK
Benjiboyy 2008/11/28(Fri)23:29:26 編集
Re:無題
sigh yes i know~ i need more fait .
but i am ok now ^^.
I wouldn't mind if I don't get a gob as well.
well, of course i still want one, but not going to make it feel like my most important thing.
thanx for the comment, hope you get a job too ^^.
god bless~
【2008/11/29 20:11】
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HELEN
年齢:
27
性別:
女性
誕生日:
1990/06/25
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学生
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絵描き&裁縫
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血液型:AB型。